||Tuesday, December 14, 2004||
| 11:25 PM
my eyes are so tired.
im tired.
lemme jus apologise to two of my good frens.
qi n austin.
sorry that both of u were having sucha bad dae.
sorri that my dae was jus "great".
sorry that i was being myself.
sorry that my "jokes" made ya dae worse.
sorry that i assume u guys will be happy to see me.
sorri sorri sorri.
am i sucha bad fren to u QI? after 5 long years u still dunno me well enuf?
u actaulli think that i would REALLI betray ur trust and tell him how u feel?
u actaulli think i dunno u well enuf to understand that u dun speak wad u realli feels?
guess i failed to be ur fren.
coz u actualli believe others when they said that i told him how u feel.
so thats how i REALLI am like in ur eyes eh?
i tried my very best to improve myself qi.
but i guess my very best isnt enuf to u...guess my very best means nothing at all to u.
well im sorri u feel that wae.
im not angry at u. im not piss. i have no rite to be eh. since i am THAT kind of person in ur eyes.
im jus angry at myself.
and austin.
im sorri that ure having a bad dae. im sorri i couldnt tell.
im sorry i joked with u . im sorri i expect u to play along. im sorri i expected u to see me as ur good fren.
im sorri i expected anything from u.
my fault.
always.
im tired. realli i am.
ting ting.
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