..:some sweet lover's lover:..

2006-04-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

This is the end.

No more. No need. No nothing. Just the end.

2006-04-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

well.
first day of sch.
over and done with.

=)

and in comes the work.
bring it on.

2006-04-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just us. all the way til the end.

2006-03-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

I seriously think i'm born in the wrong era.
high ponytail with cute lil ribbons, big dresses,big belts,bright colours,boots, funky glasses and tons more!

haha

Land before time is such a classic show! cant get enough of it and never ever will get sick of it.
=)

.......
i need to fill my nights with .... something. other then disney. hbo. star and mtv.
anyone? anything?

2006-03-23T02:26:00.000+08:00

Im eating like there's no tomorrow.
honestly i am.

Cartoons are such nice companions on nights like these.
takes ur mind off stuff, off ppl, of issues..troubles..and those irritating What-If's.
eh babe?

Curry vegetables for lunch tml..yummy yummy!!

hungry hungry.

2006-03-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

Days of Our Lives in HongKong!

Day One

Day Two
Day Three
Day Four
Day Five
Day Six

Once again..
i'm getting outta here.
haha.

yesyes..another trip out..this time round with the folks and younger sister.
shopping here i comee!!!

2006-03-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

loving every detail.

ooooh! this actually works. lol...

more to come den since i know this works now! lol.

on a more random note...friend of 19 freaking years.

2006-03-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

Back from a long-needed trip out.

i cant believe how much fun we had (without killing each other)!
The shopping, the rain, the cold wind, the giggles, the food, the walking, the prayings,
damn freaking embarassing incidents, us fushioning FIVE different languages into one freaking sentences, all my KNNs, the barginings, our Dirty Minds...oh my goodness! the list just goes on and on and on!

haha..my babes..i realli realli had the most awesome time out..
thank you for making it so beautiful for me..for us..

now to develop our 300 over picturers over the last 5days there. lol.

i think we're amazing.

i put my head into a hairy opening, i do it with animals and i do it better with whip.

LOL.

that. is for u qi.

2006-02-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

freaking hell man.
freaking HELL.
FREE-IKING hell.

we're really outta here.
just us. u me and her.
lol. our first trip out!
im so excited!! imagine the amount of fun we'll have!!
hahaha!!

Sunday. our big day.

how spontaneous can we get? haha

2006-02-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

OMG
its the end of the exams!!
-screams!!

woah...its just woah...celebrated the end with a singing competition...
and er..a disgusting movie and roaming around town without money..

and and and!!!

possibility of a wonderful trip OUT.

oh yes. this is looking GOOD.

happy holidays all

2006-02-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

show me a love just like that.

a fairytale of a different kind..yet more beautiful and magical.
filled with passion and lust and a love so strong and intense..that death is no longer feared.
fight with me, fight for me..

right. let's face it.
i'm dreaming again when i should be studying for my papers.

why must he turn to dust?!
urgh!!

i love mice. i love accts. i love fbo. im in love with lodging. i love fm too.
screwed.

2006-01-31T02:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Frens!!!

so far so good. loving every single moment of it.
can't stay home! out out out everyday! =)
i jus love visiting.

...............

its weird. i used to dislike u..hate u even, at one point in time.
but now, i jus dun. i cant seem to bring myself to feel that way anymore.
i hate myself for having any negative feelings towards u, but really, sometimes u deserve it.
making those who love u so much pissed and disappointed.

i do pity u now. i feel sorry for you.
i understand why u do those things u do..and i realli realli wanna tell u how wrong it is!
but im used to it. its bout time the others do too.

i love u still. maybe not as strong, but its sth that is there til the end of time.
and i am trying real hard to respect u for that. ure jus not making it easy for me.

dun ask me who.=)

2006-01-26T02:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you. for such a wonderful wonderful night.

The world is so beautiful tonite...
it's a place i;ve never been
and it comes from deep within
...everytime i wan to look into ur spanish eyes...

2006-01-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

chocolates overload!!

my oh my. my guilty pleasures
more pls.

projects are the root of all evil.
dark circles (so yes i had them since young. its jus gettting worse)..splitting headaches, sleepless nights and days, smashing com screen (THINKING of), junking in the early morning, food...food..food at all times! well..there's plenty more.

but.

Projects 不坏，我不爱！

lol. ;)

2006-01-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

I've had my fourth birthday cake today at RITS.
Thank you so much my fellow Zoo mates!!

Tho PAM hyeena did give the surprise away when she went hysteria..
it was still wonderful to know that my Zoo planned it.
hehehe.

Thanks for the lovely voucher! i love it! just wat i wan and need.hahaha.

i love my zoo.

2006-01-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW SKIN!!!!

2006-01-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

Mel Lai..NaNaWong.

thank you for the lovely dinner yesterday. i tototally enjoyed myself.
That has gotta be the CUTESTESTest card i've ever seen in my life man. lol.
Yunjie...Lou..thank u two too...=)

its great to know i have such great loves ard.

btw...not my Fling aights.

2006-01-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

My friends pamper me bad. like real real bad. wad more can a girl ask for on her 19th bdae?
I had the best birthday celebration ever. all thanks to u guys .

thanks to ma girls and all those who wished me well. ALL of u. all of u..made me feel so blessed.

Babe, thanks so much for the GUESS bag, the Amy's top, our table and the lovely Kentucky Gentleman and OF COS... for touching ART again after so mani million decades. LOL. you gave me the best way ever possible to end my teenhood (or so u claimed!), by giving my everything authentic and real. i felt like sucha Queen with all my friends present at the club and dancing all around me. heehee. ditch Mango and jus go for C.O.A.X. wahahah! we gotta plan our next two months of clubbing properly yeah..dun waste our bourbon. -winks love u like shit too .

Juno. ure always carrying things back on crowded buses! the balloon for my 18th birthday and the GREEN roses for my 19th birthday. lol. wad's next huh? and btw, those roses are the thickest ive ever seen..so full lah ! and their blooming beautifully here. hees. thanks girl, for making the effort down..desipte ur early and long working hours. i love you so very much. hope u can lose ur 2 kg b4 cny.lol. contacts shopping soon k? and juno..i dun care. u are so going clubbing with us one fine dae. no negotiation.

Qi ah..the Bakerzin's bag is still with me, i promise to make good use of it for ur birthday. lol. i love the wedges! and yes,i'm a lady of my words..i WILL take u wedge and BRA shopping one of these days for ur birthday presents k. teehee. i hope u had a great time tooo ( ur best clubbing experience yet too?haha) esp so since u had the seats to sleep on AND..the attention of a certain someone. lol. i dun get it..why dun i get those kinda attention..it was MY day to shine afterall huh? but its ok..i dun letting u have them. =x hhahas..love ya lots u hip hip booty boobies shaking hot mama!

i realli can't ask for more. it can't get any better than this. =)
hey ladies...wad kinda surprises can you think of for me for the rest of my life ?

Brand New Start

2006-01-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

2e5ians of class 2001!
we totalli rox. i'll never ever forget those proud moments we shared
when our class won all those awards, when our class girls did us proud.
and of cos, who can forget our lovely yet strict and music-loving FM- Ms chuan.

thank you girls so much for being part of my memories. good or bad (mostly good of cos!),
they're here to stay for a long time now. more gatherings of such to come okay!

-------@}-->-- -----------

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. HAPPY 2006!

2005 came and went.
2006 has jus begin.
Who knows what the new year will bring, but whatever it is, i know i'll make it through
as long as my girls are right by my side.

Ck, Qi, Sk and Juno. you girls have always been there for me and i promise you, i'll always be
here for each and everyone of u too. once aagin, thank you for giving me memories to keep..memories that put a smile on my face and pulls me through the lonely nites. muacks. nothing's gonna change my love for u girls. . .

What do i want this new yr? How bout some world peace?

2005-12-29T02:03:00.000+08:00

Christmas came and went. sucha homely and old school one each year..are we realli getting old?
haha.

yesyes..i know i am. how terrible. the tot...ohmagoodness!!
0_0

new year's coming. school's starting. projects are..well..jus there.
buckle up buckle up!!

2005-12-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

In loving memory of Ms Louzuena

I took a photo with her yest on her NEW phone and im very very ablsolutely DELIGHTED bout it.
best of all, she posted it on her blog!

yipee yeah!

WAHAHAHA.lou. can ?

2005-12-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

Alrite! im in a mood for a long post. haha.dun ask me why..im jus in the mood for it...

THIS is rare.

hees. its probably the whole end of exams, start of holidays, xmas and new yr round the
corner kinda feeling ah!
finally, T10 had our small, sorta mini class outing today..at Tonkichi for lunch! Fu was on a natural high..cracking
us up BADLY..we were dying from laughing!! hilarious can..! all his "mushi mushi kimchi sushi" shit!
i know its a real bad joke..but its jus funny coming from him. LOL.

PAM. are u gg to luff urself to sleep tonite?hehes.

Perhaps love..it was..alrite. numbed my arse.

den i rushed down for my Jay's gathering!! i so love spending time with them...after so mani years and our
yearly gatherings and outings and all..i jus cant get enuf of them man. All our randomness and silliness
and jokes and ex crushes and werid incidents and every lil thing.

im very proud to say im a Jay. =)

there's only laughter when we're tog. soon the guys are off to NS....

man..time flies.

how;s this for a long entry? LOL..

2005-12-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

there seems to be sth wrong with me this sem.
i seem to be walking around with lots of question marks hanging ard my head.
but..wads wrong??

nothing feels right at all....im not feeling right.
this is frustrating.

not knowing what;s this is frustrating.

2005-12-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Jay's gathering was fun.
xmas party.
2e5ians's gathering just round the corner.
NY countdown.
zoo outing.

how wonderful. im meeting all of them.

happiness.

send me cards! gimme presents!

2005-12-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

BSB concert.
anyone?

like seriously.

wahahhahahahs

2005-12-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

finally the long weekend is here.

time to catch some sleep and project work.

im getting used to this and i wanna blog but i dunno wad to blog about. hahas

xmas laydees!! this yr..we're gg for the "yi shi yi shi" theme.
lol.

2005-12-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

i know how this will end.

cos sth like this always have the same ending.

im looking fwd to my different ending.
=)

2005-11-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

I really need The Truth About Cats and Dogs.

=)

2005-11-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

im feeling.

a. fat
b. hungry
c. pregnant
d. ugly.
e. quiet
f. swingy
g. all of the above

what does that say?
Girl. its coming. its the time of the month. more precautions to be taken .

2005-11-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

maybe i think too much sometimes. feel too much. worry too much.
see too much.

Arghs.

sch is jus tiring me out. the weird break times are not helping. dry lectures and lecturers are not helping either.
and the only tutor who has a sense of humour is leaving us for three weeks. ahahaha.

but despite all that. i still am pretty much looking forward to school.
wats helping me are dates out with my babes. be it a simple lunch or dinner or movie or chilling at bucks or teh peng! hees.
=)

here here hippo. i updated mine too.

everyone seem to have sth gg on in their life. where's mine?

2005-11-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

sch started.
yet it feels so weird at nite knowing that ive got nothing to do now.

and yes.
losing my interest in blogging. good old journals are still the best way to
vent ur emotions.

LOU. MEL LAI.
lovely day out with u girls! lou...stop saying im cold blooded can..hahaha..
ediot lah. and to think u didnt buy anything back for me..u n ur topshop lookalike..
its not even there lo..lol. =x

mel lai! im not cuusing u eh..go on..still can take peter's car..haha..
learn how to drive too ehs..hahha..

ok. tired.

2005-11-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

hols are ending soon.

and still. im feeling as if sth's missing. i jus cant put my finger on it.

i dunno wad im feeling rite now, i dunno wad am i suppose to do rite now. such a blank. such a chore.
urgh.

2005-10-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

im missing my island life.already. =)
imagine...everyday just hanging by the beach, by the bar, the sun, the sand, the sea and music accompaning ur every step, everywhere. Everyone knows ur name and u know their names and they know if u prefer coffee
or tea, or wad kind of cocktails u love... the feeling is amazing.
a good book, a cold beer, the wind, the music and the company. thats all u need to
know wad paradise feels like..(DESPITE the mosquitoe bites.)

miss me ppl? haha.
CK! jealous rites...i was is in angmoh heaven. LOL..and i met guys. LOL. not realli flings..
but still..something n someone worth remembering. LOL. TRALALA.
babe..im so sure u'll love the bloody life i've been spending for the past few days.
its rocking good.
pics will be up soon..i hope. =)

2005-10-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

cant wait for my lil trip out. outta here. outta city life. outta modern technology.
outta everything fast and ordinary.
once im there..i'll be in my own lil world, where no one can bother me and i wont be
bother with anything else. Doing anything i feel like doing, anything that i want to do,
total freedom.

the beach, the sun, the sea, a good book in hand, drinks..FOOD...
a different kind of accommodation, a good dive perhaps
(YES YES! im a certified diver..=_=..believe it)....
oh my oh my oh my!
heaven!!!! my heaven!!!!

Sunday sunday nite! monday monday morning!! pls pls pls do come quickly..!
get me outta here.

2005-10-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

been working quite a fair bit this hols.
im cool with that...thooo....some find it quite funny..the tot that im working that is..
lol.
dang.

letss see..SATS so roxs...its jus wonderful
Rasa is disappointing, as usual. Causal Labour eh..sounds so cheapo lah..
like our help is so not appreciated at all.

and to sum this short little post up.
Momo is so funky. lots of eye candies with boobs bigger and fuller den mine...*drools..
lol. *actually its quite disgusting.
lots more ladies nite pls!
OH OH. yes. .we are boycotting someone now. pls DO refer to Parmelah's latest entry..hahah
everything is there.

2005-09-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

i just discovered a devastating news.
0_0.
HAIS.
there goes my..chance..LOL..RITE GURLS?
U! PARMELAH...i know i know..three flings at subway for u..dun make us jealous..lol.

so much happened during the week. =)
but im too lazy to blog bout them..hahas.

and my darling slucies!!
the feeling of meeting up with u ladies after donkey years is...AWESOME.
HPY..u jus crack me up. badly.
JARM..llama...im NOT in nur****.....=__=....lol..oh NO im not.
GEL...how's gary?
dun so random lah.

hee. tml's off to fish n co! cant believe i actually miss that place.

2005-09-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

i wan my VIP seats babe.
i wan the mattress and cushions and small lil tables.
now now.
hurry it up and get those for me pls.
*SMILES.

Babe and i went for the screening of madagascar at Starlight cinema...
im telling u man...
the atmoshpere and feeling there is so great!!
of coz..the butt suffers the most in the end..
but still. it rox. watching movies under the sky ...(no stars despite our attmepts at spotting any)
sitting on dog diapers...munching on hotdog..clowns eating ballons..
and of coz..being amused by ppl who brings a big big big mat for two small asses.

and OF COZ..my babe thinking that a PLANE was a twinkling STAR..
thats wad happens when u read too much of Chris Medly's books and liking ppl calling u b***.
lol.

ooops.
im off.

2005-09-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

time for some changes!

took awae the archives and wish list and i dun wanna fill up the about me part.
coz i wan u to know me. i dun wan u to miss out on any part of my life and i dun wan
you to look back at my past.

only my present . my future. our present. our future.
should matter the most to u.
aye?
=)

------------@}->--- ---------------------------------

clubbing with ma gurls was supa dupa fun!
one more time! one more time!
nono..more more times! hahas

and YES LOU!. i am WORKING.
u ediot....lol....*curse...
damnit.hahaahas
singing on mondae aights!!
bring ur own mic pls.
*SMILES

2005-09-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

its over
all over.
over over over over!!!

but i dun realli feel anything
nana thinks coz the feeling of hols havent sink in yet.
lol.

went singing todae with nana qi and nette..to celebrate the end of our papers!
it was so damn damn fun!! so funny.
dear O dear...been sucha long time since 48 gurls went for singing..
awhhh man...

hahaa..nvm...VIVA forever ..

im off..

2005-09-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

i gave my first to *u guys..
awhh..
aint that niceee?
i tot it was realli realli fun..
tho mel n pak pak..i DO NOT like the choices of flings u gave me....
and nana.so fierce lah u..lol

and i did manage to get some studying done.
yipee yeah.
but there's still the dreaded crs.
yuks.

im feeling real lucky and bless and hungry !
its amazing how lucky i am to meet *F4+1
its amazing how lucky i am to meet the *sluicies
its amazing how lucky i am to meet *DGT
its amazing how lucky i am to meet my *zoo
and its amazing how lucky i was to be in *TB048.
im just surrounded by so so so so so many many many amazingly amazing frens!!
GOOD 'always will be there for me " frens.
AWWWWHHHH!!!!!

im so happy happy happy happpay happy happy happpy happpy HAPPY
ok! im gonna go STUDY.wahahahah
STUDY!!
happy!..rite.

2005-08-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

i love good old TKG!
i love it so so much.
i miss it so so much.
TKG has this crazy and wonderful atmosphere !
the feeling u get once u step in..
WOOHOO.!
incredible man..incredible man...

maybe its jus me.
teehee.

pity the canteen aunties didnt come!
aiyah!!!
curse curse curse.

felt great seeing all the teachers again..
everyone.!
AWWWWHHHH...
hehehehhehe

2005-08-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

went stuying with NANA and MEL LAI
i feel so..good!
hahaha..
i feel so..studied!
thats wonderful.
nana makes sure we studied. 0_0
heheheehe

cant wait for our..er...study camp.
rite.
^_^

LOU! SINGING SOON OKAY!
rite after exams!!

GOODbye. study time.
salsa later! ooh lala.

2005-08-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

the hols are just around the corner.
and im predicting..
1) im gonna get bored
2) im gonna wish for longer hols
3) im gonna wish for romance
4) im gonna wish for a fling

lol.
it seens quite standardise. yuk.

2005-08-20T12:27:00.000+08:00

updates.hmm..
updates...hmmm
lol..

firday service was hectic man!
but fun. and cool. and nice. it rox lah.
great job u guys!!

and finally~!!!

everything's clear!!
yeah!!!!!
ahahhaha!!
muhahhaha!!!
hohohohoho!!!

*willy wonka! willy wonkA!*

2005-08-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CK!!!!
woohoo!!

like FINALLY..!
love love loveeeeee uuieeeeee!!

2005-08-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

ANGEL YONG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i love u to the moon n back..lol...

2005-08-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

psstt..
shhhhhh

this sat is ck's bdae secret celebration.

NO ONE IS TO TELL HER WHERE IT IS OK
lol..she is NOT suppose to know!!

dun tell!! dun tell!! dun tell!!

2005-08-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

i just had the weirdest dream.

dreamt of evil weird men out to kill.
and some other reali realli werid details.

weirdest of all..i onli remember him (and the sharp blades)
and to weridify things..
he was dying due to mutiply slashing of those killers
AND...he was telling me how much he loves me (!!!??!!!)...0_0
and bla bla bla....

OH. did i mention pandas were involved too? ^_^!!

the dream had to end when the killers found out we were plotting against them.
so i didnt know if he died

meiqi called.
LOL.
kinda like wtf.
i tot it realli happened. ..
or at least the he loves me part.
LOL..

2005-08-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

YES.
FREEDOM.
oh YES.
for now anywaes. for now.

YES.

i was MADE to throw my face in front of OTHERS todae.
save me.

HIPPO.
dun anyhow show that VID u took of me!!

i'll kill u!

*libbit~

2005-08-02T14:35:00.000+08:00

everyone of us will have regrets in our lives..no matter how hard we
try to do what's rite..but there's never ever a rite wae of doing things..

i know that. ive got quite a number of regrets in my life..
at times...i hope that i have the chance to do things all over again...
do it the rite wae...

den at times...if it werent for all my regrets..i wouldnt be who i am today.
funny isnt it ...funny.

looking at my life now i realised that time realli waits for no man..(no laydee)
i wanna have it all.successful career..a loving husband...well off life..
happy family...but how do i get there? is that wat i realli truly want? is that wad i need?
so mani questions...so mani answers i need yet where do i start loooking?

okay..this is all rubbish..future future future...rite now the onli thing bout future
that im worrry bout are my project datelines.
its this friday. and next.

2005-07-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

tanning tanning tannn ninggg

sun. sea. SAND. monkeys with big real ass that swells during mating seasons.

------
Ended my deployment at Merlion.gonna miss that place man.
=)

2005-07-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

went for my very very very FIRST meal at RITS todae
with my zoo of frens...!
lol..
lets see who we have...
Pammie the Hippo
Suting the Lion
Mimi the Xiong Xiong
and last but not least...
me...the Frog...
*how in the world did i end up being the frog!! liking green is not a cirme! croak*

hhaha...mr neo damn funny...made us luff like mad...brilliant!

pammie n i went bonkers todae.
*pls donate to the pammie hippo fund! dial 1900-112-PAMMIE*
no wait. think i went bonkers last fridae at the Merlion alreadi with Pam !
*pls donate to the Pam fund. Pls slot ur donations into Pam's mouth*
lol..pams are bad for my mental health.

ooooh. lol..im funny....
ohhh...lol...mimi n suting probbli think im not...
they're always wrong u see...
lol....

projects.

2005-07-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

went for kopi session with ma DGT mates yest.so fun!
fireworks. fireworks.
^_^

while waiting for my dad..i saw this old couple walk past me..hand in hand
so sweet man.

i wan someone who will look deep into my eyes..hold my hands tightly in his and tell me
that i am the most beautiful woman in the world..that he loves me more n more each dae..
that he feels like he's falling in love with me again each day...that i..complete him...even when im 80..
even when im 80.
=)

are u there?

2005-07-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

ARGH.

2005-07-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

aiyeah yeah!!!

spend so much time on my com ..researching awae yet..i dun feel like ive accomplished much.
curse it.

2005-07-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

ah..

it ended.

beautifully.

i love u guys . lots. tons. to the moon.to the stars.

tell u sth.

i was holding back ma tears.

coz i was thinking back on how we started.

but.

i wanted to end it with smiles. n laughter. n hugs. n kisses.
=) realli realli love u gurls.

i do . i do. i do!!!!!

2005-07-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

Never ever judge a hotel by its number of shiny stars.

Good news: i can still fit into my TKG uniform!!
wada joy!!

Bad news: i cant seem to find the belt . .....

2005-06-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

when will u ask me..
will u ever ask me..
did u ever tot of asking me...
or....was it jus me all along?

sometthings i wan yet i can never have them

2005-06-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

im getting used to being alone again.
=)

no worries...my friends are everywhere...all around..
jus that at times..
i realli jus wanna be alone.
alone when im gg home..alone when i have breaks..
alone when i wanna be alone

dun get me wrong...
i dun mind the company at all..but at times...
uknow u know...
that kinda feeling yeah?

lol..

2005-06-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

AIR SUPPLY ROX ROX ROX ROX!!!!
i love them !!!
omg. i so do.lol

and...

my legs are falling apart..running awae from me...abandoning me....
muhahaha...srevice was damn damn dman tiring todae...but quite fun!
i love doing ops!! its so cool!! and fun!! better den being a greeter ..tho a greeter aint as bad as it sounds..
but still..ops more fun lah! lol...
=x

quite looking forward to next week's sessions!hees;

do come merlion visit me on fridaes..
lol

2005-06-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to meiqi!!!

whooohooo!!

im so so glad that we brought u happiness on sat nite!
hehehe..we should go sing at nite more often..lol..

okay.
thats all...=x

2005-06-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

havent been updating for awhile now mainly cos of sch.
makes me damn damn tired and drained by e end of the dae and ive NO
idea at all why im so drained. my gosh.
maybe i realli am getting old.
- s h a k e s h e a d -

JUNE! i m realli glad tat u had fun on sundae!! i love u gurls so so much!
much more den u can imagine!!
* i promise! im gonna memorise every single word of our song..lol...
til next time! i wont disappoint u! =x

and qi~ ! this sat is ur turn!
cant wait to present u with happiness...lol...i pray u'll love ur presents! we spent so much tot on it!

anywaes..im jus rotting in sch now..i know there's stuff to be done..but...wat?
0_0
oh freak. im becoming blur again...hopefully this will go awae soon! dun need this now..
muacks ppl!! til i feel like blogging bout some shit again. =)

PS: LOU!!!! i hope U like UR gift too...=)

2005-06-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

school is making me realli realli tired.
big yawns!

where in e world did i find the energy to go town with Zhi for TWO conseceutive nites!!
lol.

YAWNS.
okay... i REALLI need my sleep..

....ZzZzzZzzzZzzzzzzzzZ........

2005-05-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

i jus came back from e airport. my cousin came back todae from hong kong ah!!!
i love the airport..i love the smell..i love the noise..i love seeing ppl arrive..i love the planes..
there's jus sth about the airport that makes me smile..
(okay..maybe it was the Chocolate Freckles that i had! i love choc freck!!)

and he got me sth! a GREEN bag!! and know wad..to my surprise..the bag is gorgeous!!
lol.. for a guy who doesnt know how to shop..for a guy who isnt into the whole shopping thing,
he's got pretty GOOD taste! hehe..its jus my kinda bag..like totalli.
AND he made the effort to look for it. i love him!!!!
its jus small little things like that that makes me feel love and pampered.
(he called back coz he couldnt find the bag and got so worried!!! )
hees.

and babe!pls take care..some BONEHEADS are not worth ur time...
muacks!!!!!

xiao lu xiao guan...wo ai ni men!

2005-05-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

im in sch now waiting for lecture to start.
gosh..this can get kinda boring for me man...jus sitting ard..waiting for expected-to-be-boring lectures to start.

TAS is quite ..QUIET. makes u feel like u're e onli one there..
i miss the noisy TP..where i'll see ALL my frens and jus chill..i miss biz park..
bleads.

seeing so mani new faces..hmm..makes me wonder if i've been living in my own little world all this time..lol....guess so.
and i dunno if im gonna sound weird saying this but...i cant wait for the work load to start pouring in..i cant wait to get busy.
coz when u are busy and time flies..
..well...that cant be a bad thing rite?

eh ck! why would u wan dan to come ma page?
did i mention anything im not suppose to earlier or eh? QI...nothing okay..nothing..
i veri jiang yi qi...=xx

LOL.

aights...thats bout all..

2005-05-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

this is the first time ever that i did NOT sweat when im at Sentosa
this is the first time ever that i did NOT sweat at all when i go sch or at sch.
lol.
pretty good start!

and thanks pretty ric for ur call..made me so excited bout sch. ..^_^

teo congde..
HAPPY BDAE!!!
hees.

2005-05-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

im gg crazi.
i am i am i am i am.

im shitted.
shit shit shitttt...

oh sheesh!!!
0_0;

save me.

2005-05-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

Finally.
week zero orientation has come to an end. =)

desipte being with CMM..i had fun too!

HAPPY BDAE NANA!
HAPPY BDAE JUN!
muacks muacks! hope u gurls had fun...

ck..-scandalous-

and nette!! welcome home! i so miss u! hees.

2005-05-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

sad.
disappointment.
heartbroken.

i shld have known.
why did i have to see it .
why.
better not seeing. not realising.

2005-05-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

pics pics pics pics and more pics of F4+ 1 gathering
this time rd...all the pics are...
well...FUNKIE!
lol.

take a looks ppl~! u'll have fun!

http://community.webshots.com/user/bellecharlene9

cheers!

2005-05-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

we all live in a yellow
SUBMARINE
yellow
SUBMARINEEEEEeEeEE
yellow
submairneeeeeee!!!!

i love to plan..ooohhh i love to pplaaannnnnn

we were walking down the streeets one dae--yeeeaa
saw someone looking our wae
ppl wonder where we come from
so we tell them TK!
everybody lets raise our hands
wae up high
come on frens
lets make it rite
tk's no one! two three four
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

muhahahahas. -winks-

i can wait forever
if u sae u'll be there tooo
i can wait forever if u will
i know its worth it all
to spend my alone
with u

haha/. its jus one of those moments when u JUS wanna sing all those wonderful songs u shared with ur buds. F4 + 1....this is for us.

2005-05-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

i love u ladiess. sucha wonderful gurlie nite out. thanks so much for everything/
thanks for always being there for me, for making me smile.
making me luff at myself, allowing me to have the chance to do silly things and lufff at them.
thanks. for letting me forget everything else. thanks for the memories.
muacks!
F4 + 1! i love u lots and tons.

2005-04-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

oh.
something's wrong with my tag.

oh
PEOPLE. Please do attend TP's dance concert. GEM.
my darling lover will be performing.
Pls do support.
Msg me for further details~!

thanks thanks!

2005-04-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

okay.
some stuff to update...
-ahems- as instructed by louzuena-
hahahahas.

went kstering with lou..lala and mel lai!
damn damn funny...i was luffing more den i was singing.
all thanks to lou !! we have have HAVE to go sing again soon.

blogging is.
dull...

2005-04-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

as request by ms NANA WONG
updating..
=)

im sick man. great eh..sick during the hols...but come to think of it
at least ive got a reason to stay home n rot.

to SK CK QI JUNO
<> Gathering
next Sunday. Late afternoon. Town.
(or shld we head down to Marina??)
cant wait to see u JC Ladies again. juno. it was so wonderful seeing u again. made me realise how much i missed those good old TK daes..i do miss us hanging out at parkwae.
AWWWH.

last nite i was reading Patterson's book and i got real emo over it. so real. so real.sth i could relate to. scared the shit outta me .
lemme share with u guys the story of the 5 balls.
' Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And u are keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If u drop it, it will bounce back.the other four balls- family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. if you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps shattered.'

she was a walking bomb, about to explode. yet she didnt let it bother her, living life the wae she wanted it to be.
the fear is present. its screaming in ur head, pounding, calling out to u. wad would u do.wad can u do.

0_0. rubbish.

nette!! i'll def be there ! hees...!
happy holidays people.
^_^

2005-04-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

its so nice to go sing again with my darlings and having a simple dinner..
we shld do it more often!! helps passes the dae...haha
thanks qi..for the LOVELY love song u sang to me
-blushes-

lol.

went for NKF yest and im telling ya..we were so freaking worried for the performancers.phew.
but all in all, the show was great except for a couple of minor irritating details.
whih would happen to be certain annoying and rude host and certain irritating and rude fans.
eeks.

i do miss e feeling of watching energy performing live.
but wad i do miss the most would have to be watching them perform with my frens..zi and lipei..
=)
love them.

and my bruddah! im so glad we're spednnig so much time tog...reminds me of the good ole daes.
muacks!

2005-04-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

babe. im missing u alreadi.

2005-04-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

i jus cut my hair.

ITS TOTALLI MENTAL MAN!!!!

its so fucking drastic!!!

LOL

freak.

PUNK!!!!

2005-04-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

emotional.

lost.

who are u.

crazy.

me.

2005-04-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

alrites.
SL camp was fun. n tiring. tough. n interesting.
hahaha

okay.im still tired from the whole camp thing.
im still feeling sleepy..
my mind isnt working at all.
shit.

2005-04-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

ok
im off ta camp.

dun miss me much.
muacks.

2005-04-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

first off....
happy bdae gahlie!!!!!!!
was so happy to see u sooo happy at ur party that nite..
muacks!!

next..
happy bdae evonnnn!!!!
muacks muacks!!!
have a wonderful dae gurl!!!

okay.
for the first time todae i went to visit my grandpa's grave.
all my life i never got the chance to visit him.
-blame it on the weather, timings..blad blad.-
i simply love visiting him- on top on a hill at pulua ubin.
we had to take a boat ride.
we had to climb up the hill.
but the feeling was great.
the scenary was great.
its jus...different.
my grandpa would be 100 this yr =)

i've heard so many stories bout him from my mum
how i wished i had the chance to meet him.
and i finalli saw how my uncle looked like.
very handsome guy he is..long mei da yan jing.

but he died when he was sending his wife and newborn baby to the hospital for check up.
the baby died too.
the baby is buried rite next to my uncle but since he is ONLY a baby, they didnt pray to him.
he's jus buried next to my uncle with a metal wire as his "tombstone".
sad.sad sad.
sad isnt it..my uncle was onli 29...
my aunt misses him tons..she can still remember his every actions and words and jus details bout him.\

after that, we had to go round the hill to reach my grandma's house.
it stinks. but it brings back lots of memories.
from all the CNY gatherings, to the occasional visits, or the "durians visit"...
but ever since my grandma left us, we havnt been back there..
i miss that place.
im proud of that place;.
i love that place.

2005-03-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

lemme blog bout ma RI butthead.
lol.
lets see.
so far onli babe and SK had seen him b4.

he's probly 1 year older den me.
from RI (Duh)
has a wonderful BUTT. (duh duh duh!!)
cute.
and a deeeppp voice to go with.

almost every mrg, during my sec 3 years..
i would see him on the train..same cabin too !
he'll lean on the glass with his headphones on and either sleep or read
he has centre parting, floppy hair,..
tall..nice build...big butt..lol...
always carrys a big purple sling bag...

ah..how i always look forward to sch everydae!
lol
same time..same train..same cabin..same me..same him..
so exciting!
how i miss that feeling of having someone to look fwd to in sch.

oh. and once.babe even made a special trip jus to see him on the train..
and that was the first time i heard him speak..
coz his fren was on the train too!
oooooooh...
i jus miss ma butthead.

i didnt get to see him anymore once sch started
butthead ah butthead...

where e hell are u

2005-03-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

HITCH is funny man~
its good. its good.
hahah.

lipei ah lipei..u never change lah..
still the same..
funny..lame...lame...act cute...lol.
=x

twin ah twin..mouth still as suay as ever.
lol.
been so long since i last went out with u two man..
lets hang more often...
- hint - PEI PEI. when are u free..
=x
yawns.

2005-03-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

im back.
muhahahaha.
im happy.
muhahahaha.
e world is sucha beautiful place.
muhahahaha.

why?

coz

my exams are O-V-E-R!!
yes!.
finally!!
now its the hols..time to enjoy myself.
start asking me out NOW.
-always put tht but it never happens-

i love ma babes.
all of em!!
our gang is so bigggggg
all gurls too.
mostly singles.
all are pretty.
all rox.
always have one helluva time with em.muacks.muacks.

alrites.
im tired.
gonna..stay up all nite watching teeeeveeeee.
wahahahahas.

twin n lipei.
looking fwd to seeing u laydees tml!
its gonna be good! hees..

SHERRRRRR koh.
happy 18th bdae.
muacks.
love ya so much....my....felloww....BVS fan.- w i n k s-

2005-03-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

ah.
FINALLY.
everything is CLEARED.
the projects and presentation.
todae's was pretty good!
=)
she seemed impresed.
wae to gooooo gurllls!!

proud of ourselves.
-s m i l e s -

gel yong.
hurt me real bad todae.
=(

but dinner with ck and nick was good.
=)

still.

2005-03-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

tonite was fun!
movies under the stars..
and this time round...
there REALLI were LOTS of stars!
it was so pretty...
lovely place n time to chill n watch a good funny movie
with that special someone..
sure.
i had ryn, auntie may, nana, mao mao, bel, mel lai, nette, zhi, black water, qi n von next to me.
in fact. all ard me.
one helluva lucki gurl i am.
lol.
ok.so its great!
hahaahha!

after that...we went for supper..
its like louzuna n her grp were there..
our grp was there.
next to each other.
however. we didnt talk. lol..its..funny if u think bout it.
den we left first and somehow..they reach the bus stop b4 us!
did we walk that slow....^_o...
and of coz..we had our own kbox session while walking..-winks-
love hanging.
no shit to worry bout..for now..
cheers!

2005-03-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

louzuana wan me to blog bout wad we did for the couple of daes.
lets see now.

we went for freee meeloww
we went people watching.
we listen to..classical music.
we critizise people.
luff at them
we found " hou dais"

LOL.
and louzuana wanted me to blog bout our productive daes.

mean? yah. thats our louzuana for u!!
meanie.
wahahahahs.

and june..i feel ur joy..hahha! i can feel "brad".
wish u two de best.
forever. ever.

2005-02-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

i wanna talk to u again.
i wanna know the truth.
but would u tell me anything...
would u tell me everything i wan to know?

or would u jus laugh.
would u jus walk awae
did u even care in the first place

its me. me all along.

2005-02-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

finally.
im done with TTOpns and POM.
phew.
im so glad man...
finally.

my mood scares me sometimes.
scares me shit.

2005-02-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

ayeeeeeeee!!!!!

Jam and Hop...was..pretty...rather..boring..as expected.
lol.
but it was better den last yr.
coz this yr...it was much cooler...and there were more ppl with me!
ck..qi...mel..nana...mao mao...chop chop...
the company was good...hahahahs.
e more e merrier!

oh wells...better den nothing..=x
hey nana!!
attn!! cheerie up!!
muacks! look at me!! enuf le lah..hahahahahah!

2005-02-19T12:59:00.001+08:00

whoopeee yeah
i gained weight...AGAIN..
lol..i have no idea wads wrong with me ...
i jus keep eating n eating n eating....
maybe its coz of my period lah.
doesnt matter.

blead.

i feel like dancing til i drop.
i feel like dancing all nite long
i feel like dancing.

2005-02-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

2005-02-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

it hurts to see my best bud so fucking upset.
no..i dun even think upset is anywhere near how she feels...
i dun think there's any word to describe how she feels...

why mus they do that to her?
she didnt do anything to them...
she jus said how she felt. she jus..blog.
why cant they jus take a single sec off attacking her..and think about wad they are doing to another PERSON.
she is jus another ordinary gurl..trying to live her life her wae.
stop bothering her.
stop hurting her.
stop tearing her apart.
stop breaking her.

who can take so much shit? why cant u guys jus consider how she feels..
no matter how much u dislike her..for wadever reasons u THINK is rite...enuf is enuf.
do not push it.

i feel so helpless...wad can i do? the attacks aint gonna stop unless ppl start having a heart...
i can feel her hurt. ... it realli realli sux.
-cries-

stop breaking her.
please.
stop it.

no matter wad.no matter how ugly the world will get...no matter wad happens to u . no matter wad happens..
i promise u with all my heart, with my life that i will be there for u babe. always. i'll abandon everything if u ever need me by ur side.
i promise u.
i do.

2005-02-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

wads e dae with V Dae man.
its jus..another dae.
haha.
i mean realli....if u truly love somebody....
everyday is special.
everyday is ur day
everyday is v dae.
=)

isnt it sad if ur guy ONLY gives u nice gifts or sweet cards or cookies or chocos on V Dae??
its not surprisin at all if u get gitfs or flower on this dae...
becoz gifts are expected.
haha.

give ur gurl or boy a gift on any other dae...
now that...is sweet.

now that...is wad i wan..=)

thanks babe! for sucha ....nice..n er...differenet v dae.
LOL.
rite.

how i wish i never knew *u.

2005-02-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

happy lunar new yr ppl!

ok.so this yr i didnt managed to get allooooot of ang baos.
hais.
nvm!
hhahas. and honestly.i have absolutely no luck in gambling
lol.
but luckily. im not into gambling.

sometimes i love her.
sometimes i absolutely cant stand her.
but wad choice do i have?
rite.
my lil sista.
they can be so bloooooooody irritating.
urgh.

2005-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

yesyes.
wheelchair is most needed at this time.
hunk to carry me ard sch is also needed.

where's my hunk!!

ouch.

2005-01-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!
soomeeone pls slap me.
pls pls pls slap me.
okay. i'll slap myself.

after 45 whole mins.
i finalli gather enuf courage (plus a bit of craziness) to ask the HOTTEST.
CUTEST. guy ever for his number.
and smart lil ole me...after saying gooodbye to him...close ck's phone.
NOT realising... that that means the end. the end of his number.
ARGH!!

HEARTACHE AH.
so near yet so far.
lol.
nevermind. he stays near me. i'll go stalk him,
hehehes.

omg. HE"S BLARDY CUTE man. his eyes....-ahhhhhh-
at least ive got the chance to look into his eyes and talk
WAHAHAHAS.
he's got such...nice eyes. and a to-die-for body.
and a hot hot cool cool tattoo..
save me. slap me.
oh. and he reads!!!! how wonderful.
hahahha.

babe! sorri ah..my fault.

2005-01-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

this is my dance.

there's sth on my mind.
its bugging me.
but i realli dunno wad is it?

im not looking for someone to talk to
ive got my frens. im more den okay.
ive got more den a gurl could wish for.
i live my dreams. but its not all they sae.

still i believe. im missing sth real.
i need someone who realli sees me.

could it be that ....?

ive often wondered, if love's an illusion.
jus to get u thru,the loneliest daes.
i cant critisize it. i had no hesitations.
my imagination. jus stole me awae.

its jus the nite.realli..makes u think that there's sth on my mind when there probably isnt any at all.

love's for a lifetime. not for a moment.
so how could i throw it awae
im onli human. and the nites grow colder
with no one to love me that wae.

i dun need to be in a relationship rite now.
i dun need a boyf. (unless of coz im POSITIVE ive found the one )
i love my life. i love my frens. i love my family. i love wad i have.
i love who i am.

but i guess sometimes u still feel that there is sth missing in ur life.
=)

this is my dance. and mine alone. til that dae i find someone whom i wanna dance with til the end of time.

2005-01-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

happy bdae keelllyyy~!
18 18 !
the big one-eight!

went to thumper to celebrate her dae~!
fun fun! i so love the music there!
absolutely MY kinda thing!
hahahahs..
tho im sure not everyone can enjoy that tooo..
our grp was so blardy high high high!!!
yippeee yeah.
i realise my fingers pretty retarded too..i jus cant swop the cards!! 0_0
lets dance!

and todae was her chalet at ECP..
let's jus sae the fun started late
=)
n i ended up coming home smelling of chocolate cake. hahaha
im NOT drunk. its jus the colour.

i think im pretty anti social.
or shy.
or both.

its a small world afterall!